Writer's Block?????

Wow... I'm so tired lately.

I think I'm worried that every part of my life is going to dramatically change in 3 days. I can't keep any of my thoughts straight between the overwhelming excitement and simultaneously contrasting feelings of fear that I'm going through. It's wearing me out and I think it's the reason I'm not sleeping so well. The dreams have been bizarre lately. I wonder if it's my brain cleaning the past out for good since we may be on the verge of some sort of breakthrough here.

I wish I could write more, but this is the extent of what I'm able to post right now because I can't grasp onto a single thought and run with it. I can't make sense of things, but I'm sure everything will be absolutely wonderful once I arrive there and see her.