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So... Saturday night, and I opted to stay in. I've been feeling very exhausted lately, and am not sure what to attribute that too. I know that my sleep is getting worse on these sleeping pills. I'm not capable of falling asleep without the aid of those pills, and that kind of leaves us back to where we were when this whole mess started a few months ago. So, I think I'm going to consult with my Doc about this, but I'm pretty sure I need to be taken off of these. I think this sleep pattern is what's dropping my mood so low again. I've been struggling to remain social this week, and it just seems to be getting worse as time goes on. I know that I struggled to go out last night, even to sit on a patio for a bit with Brandi. Tonight, I didn't even feel like going out at all, even to the Broadway area or Beilly's... kind of strange for me. I don't quite know how to control these kind of anti-social tendencies that seem to be arising lately. My biggest problem when these kind of things happen is I'm just not able to converse very well with others. I'm not a person that usually struggles with this stuff.
My Sister flew home today to spend a month here. I haven't seen her since Christmas, and once she leaves here in August, she'll defend her thesis and then fly to Japan to live with her boyfriend. I'm not even sure if she will be home for Christmas, but I can't see her actually missing that family time. It is good to see her, and I have to admit that out relationship has improved a lot in the last few years. However, due to the funk I'm in right now, I really didn't have a lot to sit and chat with her about. I know it seems strange, but that's the way things are right now with me. We don't have any plans in place really, but we'll be hitting Amigo's for lunch sometime next week, and just generally hang out. I hope I can build a little more excitement while she's here.
I'm going to toss in my typical music update here. For all Opeth fans, their next album Ghost Reveries will be released on August 30th. I expect this to be a return to the heavier side of things, and am very very excited for this release. Let's hope we get introduced to some new songs at the July 29th Sounds Of The Underground tour.
That's enough for now.
My Sister flew home today to spend a month here. I haven't seen her since Christmas, and once she leaves here in August, she'll defend her thesis and then fly to Japan to live with her boyfriend. I'm not even sure if she will be home for Christmas, but I can't see her actually missing that family time. It is good to see her, and I have to admit that out relationship has improved a lot in the last few years. However, due to the funk I'm in right now, I really didn't have a lot to sit and chat with her about. I know it seems strange, but that's the way things are right now with me. We don't have any plans in place really, but we'll be hitting Amigo's for lunch sometime next week, and just generally hang out. I hope I can build a little more excitement while she's here.
I'm going to toss in my typical music update here. For all Opeth fans, their next album Ghost Reveries will be released on August 30th. I expect this to be a return to the heavier side of things, and am very very excited for this release. Let's hope we get introduced to some new songs at the July 29th Sounds Of The Underground tour.
That's enough for now.
posted by Kelly at 11:39 PM
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