And my vacation comes to an end

Well, talking with the insurance company this afternoon, they are most likely revoking my claim. I will get a cheque for this week, and I don't think I should be expecting any more from them. My case files are being sent to some doctor in Toronto for review, but I was told it is not looking good. They feel that they can not continue to pay me while I wait around for a number of months to get appointments with other doctors. Since I will be reaching the 6 month mark, I would be transfered onto long term disability and they said that my issues will not qualify for a long term claim. Naturally, I won't hear anything confirming this until next week. I knew that eventually I would have to deal with this, but I guess I still don't feel capable of doing this just yet.

Suddenly I'm forced to develop a plan. I think it's going to be a stressful weekend. I guess we'll see how well I can cope with the sudden introduction of the stress of having to find a job. I know for a fact that I'm not returning to the hell that I worked at before.

I'll be alright. Things always work out for me so I just have to keep believing that I'll find something that I can do productively. One of the other things I will have to worry about is how this will interupt my doctor appointments. It will be tough starting a new job and trying to schedule appointments around work if it happens to be during the day. Things will work out.